So! Long time no see. It kind of sucks to know that you've gave your all ( sorta ) for the exams and not a single A passes by. I've did fairly well, if you compare my results with the people around my seating area. On another scale entirely, it kinda sucked. I can't even believe I was aiming for L1R5 7. I already HAVE a D7.
After a day of average results, my only hope of getting an A1 was Biology. I knew basically everything, and did everything confidently. False confidence, as it appears. I didn't go to school today and after countless text messages asking about my results, I found out I achieved an amazing, 60.
60. Can you believe it. I don't care if you can, I can't believe it. Just for the record, the paper was upon a 100 marks. Oh god. Bang my head on the wall I will if I didn't already have a headache.
But you know, screw that shit. Its over, the UK trip wasn't realistic to start with. Studies, what a bother. If I don't achieve the most improved student award at the end of the year I wouldn't forgive myself.
Enough bullshit. The holidays are arriving and its probably the smart thing to do to concentrate of having fun right now. I'm not in the mood to continue my things-to-do holiday list but I will soon, someday. For now, the most important decision for me to make is..
1) SLEEP
2) WATCH THE BIG BANG THEORY.
Meh, I'll sleep then watch BBT. Shall post tonight again.
-Renald
