Pointless Rambles

Woh, its been pretty long hasn't it? Hehehhe.

I would just like to update you people (wherever you may actually be) on myself. So here goes.

Things are generally the same as they were before, but then again things have completely changed.

My hair remains pretty much the same, my iPod has an additional 40 over songs, I bought around 5 new shirts, Tottenham's still as inconsistent as ever, and my mind is still not made up.

Doesn't sound like the life of an awesome guy, tch. Though you may argue that Tottenham's inconsistency is not exactly up to my control. But it's still a big part of me, that's right.

And right here on a Saturday afternoon, I pretty much have nothing to do. I might be going to Suntec later with Benedict to see what COMEX has to offer. But so far, nothing materialistic.

I have thought a lot, and so has Vanessa with all the free time that she has these days. A few nights ago we whatsapp-ed through midnight from 12 to 3. Talked about recent life among other things. We kind of both agreed that right now, as much as we would like to do crazy and stupid shit every day, our society just doesn't call for that. Organisation is vital in a country but sometimes its just a bitch. An honest bitch.

In other places you get away with doing things you just feel like doing. Take for example the MRT vandalism shit a year back and most recently it happened again. In England you vandalise the walls the trains the trash bins everything ( I assume ), and here you write an 8 lettered word you go to jail for seven months, get smacked in the ass with a stick 3 times and also get whacked in the face with a few thousand dollar fine for cleaning up the supposed mess you did.

Which is why, as much as I love this country, I want to get out of here as soon as possible. We're not meant to be here, our personalities just dont fit here. But somehow we're all trying to adjust to fit in, in school and everywhere else.

I don't know what the future holds, but then again nobody does. So far living in the moment is the best thing one can do. And who knows, in the future I might not want to leave anymore. I might want something else. Because I dont think we ever get what we set out to achieve, but we get something better instead.

But right now staying here sucks, and even though I might get the chance to go to China later this year, it is still a temporary relief.

That's why I say fuck it. Fuck everything. Just do what you think is right and take a stance.

So for now.. Well, you know I like making lists right, right? Hahhaha. Oh lists I love you.

THINGS I SWEAR I WILL FUCKING DO (and by do I don't mean fuck, ahem.)

1) I will order a four flavour-ed waffle and eat every bit of it. (Prefferably chocolate, kaya, blueberry and cheese) (oh fuck that sounds nasty..)

2) Score a bicycle kick, BITCH.

3) Make my house neat. Hmm.

4) Write a decent song. I trust my ability to sing and rap, alright? (Well, at least sing better than that dude to rapped the B.o.B part in Price Tag, GEEZ)

Now that seems easy. Check back soon enough.

Oh, if possible I will post photo video audio evidence for doing all that.

GOODBYE FOR NOW!

-Renald